"you're not a loser in life. sometimes life just loses you."
one by one. a countdown in my head; a mental checklist. Things To Look Forward To This Week; To Do: ; I Want To Do- ; I Would Like: ; Imperfections. over and over, countless number of things run through my mind, reminding me of my being, not doing. contradictions, collected and sent out along pulselines, the thump of my heart the basso continuo of yet another, only a monotonous hum, a deep-seated regret covered inside, a silent scream, too silent, till silence screams in your ears. i close my eyes and wish for things to rewind. be careful what you wish for, they all say. and i understand now. thousands of questions invade my mind, what ifs and how comes. i fill my life with my own contradictions.
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