come as you are, as a trend.

there's a nibbling feeling in my heart too existent to ignore. silent distaste, regrets, and all my insecurities kept within, time after time, backspacing my thoughts and erasing these words. one bitten, twice shy; it was a mistake, a regret, too harsh to overcome. no more expectations and hope, i can only look away, submitting to my fears. the constant fight with my own devils, and at times, self-hatred sets in. i give bits of my heart out, because a whole would be too long a story to tell. nevertheless, consolation comes in many forms. so i'll hug my memories of stardust to sleep tonight and wish for my saturday sun. star light, star bright; i'm all the days you chose to ignore.