i just keep going higher.

moved-

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bring me back, little smiles.

Seven things:
1. i need to get started on homework.
2. i don't want to get started on homework.
3. hua wen.
4. i think i sprained my wrist.
5. i miss you.
6. study!
7. 080909.

just to probe curiosity.

today was an absolute waste of a free day spent sleeping in my bed after getting knocked out by dosage of cough medicine that tasted like something between coca cola and chinese medicine. drifting in and out of sleep has proven to be a good waste of good time when you thread on the possibility of puking your guts out while coughing. i like skyping and late night phone therapy. medication time soon. i dislike cough mixtures, period. bang bang, we're beautiful and dirty rich.

numb.

lonely. too lonely.
leave a message and tell me one good memory you had with me?

never a day,

and you can sky-rocket away from me,

and never come back if you find another galaxy.

far from here, with more room to fly,

just leave me your stardust to remember you by.

of june.

hello, good morning, how you do,

what makes your rising sun so new?

i could use a fresh beginning too,

all of my regrets are nothing new.

i'm learning to breathe,

i'm learning to crawl,

i'm finding that you

and you alone can break my fall.

i'm living again, awake and alive,

i'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies.

white lines and red lights.

because august has been as absolute uphill downhill nowhere everywhere rollercoaster ride, in no particular order:

karen - hey sweetie. thanks for being such a great desk partner, for your sweet letters and lyrics and talks in class. it's wonderful to have someone who understands where i'm coming from, gibberish and whatnot. you are pretty, so deal with it! wo ai ni. (:

laura - because you give the nicest warmest fuzziest caterpillar hugs. because you're my favourite drama queen. because you allow me to take unglam pictures of you stoning while eating cereal. but most importantly, because i love you like how you love me despite my retardedness. it works both ways baby. (:

rey - hey there silly. haha what can i say? thanks for being there for me, tears and everything. time and again reassuring me of myself, and for your absolute understanding. i don't know how to tell you how grateful i am for you everytime you are willing to hear me out. and i love you a lot. (:

remus - thanks for everything my dear. waiting for 11:11 with me, making wishes and staying up to play msn games hahaha. for the chicken wings too heehee. for your great care and understanding and absolute belief in me in whatever i do. heehee loves!

janice - honeybunch! i'm so glad that we've grown closer. you're an amazing and strong girl, and your cute ways never fail to make me feel better. GI Joe, airport terminals, rainy sunday and siglap macs, you make me feel so much less lonely at times and i love you so so much. (:

jason - thanks for being such a great friend. hahaha and treating me nicely although i like calling you a chicken pau. i still want to follow you to live in a castle haha! i don't have much to say, but i'm thankful for all that you've done and i love you. (:

paige - hey babe. we didn't have much time to talk these past weeks, but the bus ride home the other day meant a lot to me. thanks for listening to my boring rantings countless number of times, offering consolation and at times, plain girl talk. i love you hun (:



lights, cameras, questions. i hope september continues like the way things are now. i hope september will be even better.